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Saturday, June 27, 2009, 6:13 PM
confusion
I"m so glad that my faci says that there isn't
any problem with my report and just need to re-edit my references. thank god! RP gonna be full of the H1N1 virus. bloody hell.. heard that the number is increasing and why don't you just close the school??! nonsense sehhhh To dearest babe, you don't know how much I misses your presence. How much I missed the time when we gonna crack to every joke that each of us made, misses the time when we head out together, camwhoring like nobody's business. I always read your blog to know how you are doing. But somehow, there is something that is drifting us apart and i don't know what's the reason. Its not that I did not want to talk or text or pm you, but I always though that you are busy with certain stuff which I don't wish to disturb any of your work. And everytime I sees that you have great friends around you, going out, having so much time together, I thought that I was the inferior one. I thought that I can't be a perfect friend to you. You have so many cliques which I thought that I may not be important to you anymore. You have better friends compared to me. You know that I don't have close friends in rp except you but such situation are making me hard to decide and so, that is why I always confide to the other him aka mr emo. I don't deny that I've misses you that much. And when you confide your problems to other friends. For example when there is me, you and babe. Sometimes your conversation with babe was something personal and i knew nothing about what is your conversation was about. Maybe it is something you guys talked about in which I don't know but it makes me feel that I am "extra" person. I don't want that. I want a great friendship among us. I want the old us. I miss those times babe. :( |