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Monday, June 23, 2008, 7:14 PM
Indeed life is unpredictable. Full of ups and downs. Full of happiness and sadness. Depends, it depends on each individiual. Everyone is different. Everyone has their own weakness and strength, but some don't even realised it themselves. whatever it is, i try to be OPTIMISTIC even though its HARD. been reading friends blog. having all the birthday party and all. i feel so JEALOUS. they have friends to celebrate with. they have friends whom remember that you turned OLD today. they have friends to throw you eggs, flour and cakes they have friends to blow out the candles with. they have friends to wished happy birthday. i'm not saying i am not fortunate enough but sometimes i do feel that friends MAY not be there for you. they MAY never remember your important day which you had already dream to celebrate your birthday with i know i shouldn'y blabber such stuff since my bdae is OVER. so u must tot, SO WHAT?? YA...SOOOOO.. i told you... i never celebrate my birthday with my friends for the past 19 years. yes...im pathetic right??? TELL ME MORE. maybe..........hais....its okay.. im destined to be ALONE =)) will my 20th be better??? ok nvm. i talk CRAP TODAY =/ 4GET IT
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