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Sunday, December 16, 2007, 9:08 PM
not turning back
My ex suddenly msg me. asking about all stuff. i don't know why everytime he msg me, i would break down. i would think of how me and him went through a lot. a lot of ups and down. When I think about all the painful memories, i just feel hurt as though my life is coming to an end. I even wondered to myself, why do i need to tear? why can't i think about the wonderful time we had spent together before? Iy just can't. I can't seem to think about the good time we spent. I've went through a lot, a lot of tears, a lot of sacrifices but he once never appreciate it. but, it has all come to an end. I don't wish to look back anymore. However, everytime he msg me, I would teared... and yeah. that's what happened yesterday. And I broke down. hais..i feel so shitty. but.....D called me. telling me not to cry anymore. he consoled me. i still managed to smile. thanks very much D. i know your always there for me. ******************** everything been doing well between me and him. i hope it will still remain like this. if only today is tomorrow, and tomorrow is the day after....happiness...is just what i wish for....  |