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Sunday, December 23, 2007, 12:35 PM
new year
Xmas coming, new year coming...but I feel....like....bored?? haha coz its hols and there's nothing much i can do. at home, at home, at home. sheeessshhhhh.. anyway, new year is coming... It happen so fast.. never imagined I've finished secondary school. finished O Levels. gotten to RP. meet new beloved babes. most heart-wrenching year for me. why did I say heart-wrenching when I've fulfilled all? you should know. about love. love....that drive me crazy. love that makes me sacrifice. love that makes me depressed. love that makes me weep every single night before I went to bed. love that makes me miserable. truly miserable. love that tried to make me a new person. love that help me to stay strong. really strong... with all the hurtful moments I went through, all the tears I shed, meant NOTHING to you. never for once you wipe away my tears. you let me carry on, sobbing with swollen eyes. I can't say I regret being with you, but just truly DISAPPOINTED... we have once shared the wonderful memories. you have make me smile, you have make me laugh, but the tears that kept pouring, I'll never ever forget...... oklah.....its all memories already right?? hehehehehehe.... my new resolution for the new year??? hmmm...there's alot by the way..... but I hope I'm able to achieve it.... *winks* and also...... my r/s with him is going well. I don't deny in the past, so much things happen. but...you changed and i changed to the better person. you've learnt to give and take.. you've learn to be mor happy.. coz...i know...i make your day.... I've learn a lot from him. a lot. I've learn the meaning of sincerity. I've learn the meaning of respect each other. I've learn to be happy. You teach me the wonderful sight of life. You gave me the insight which I never though it could be so wonderful. You gave me assurance. You gave me butterflies. You taught me the meaning of the word ♥. love does not mean sms every single hour, love does not mean to meet every single day, love does not by just telling the 3 words just for the sake of saying love does not mean to shower you with ex gifts. knowing that someone is there.... always cared for you. whether you're fine, sick. knowing that I feel the same way as he feels even without saying out loud. the smallest jokes we played... i know..its to make us more closer. each day passes.. new things are found. i wished for us to be strong........=)=) for the 1st time, i said something to him...he can't sleep...hahahahaha...........
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