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Friday, May 19, 2006, 9:00 AM
.:: Deep thots ::.
Friends A friend is someone we turn towhen our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. DEepest scar is always left in my heart.I've longing to get rid of it,but to no avail.Feeling mournful and tired is what I always felt,but I need to start life a fresh.My tears are completely dry for you and you're not worth it. This days lately,I've been thinking in my deepest thots.I don't know how I am able to think positive and to try things new.I know that there are many fascinating things that are waiting ahead of me and I'll not gonna to let it go for that very chance.Whatever it is,I no longer will feel sad or cry.What I need to do is just de-stress myself and say to myself that I must not let it affect my life. 've seen half of the world.Life full of miserable,hatred,joy and my fellow peeps and love ones.Even though they are many setbacks that I need to hold thru,I will still try to move on.....To the new world.Perhaps as the day goes by,I can meet new people and I will take each day as a day that will never return back to the past. To you,I don't think we are meant for each other.I think we have no chemistry and even though we did not try it out,what I can say is,I'm truly afraid.Afraid of being hurt and you would leave me one day when I've loved you wholeheartedly.We will meet again if fate is on our side.I really appreciate all your care for me and I'm truly sad that I'm not trying it out with you.I will still treat you as my wonderful friend. If I think that I no longer felt that way,I could try it out with you.Maybe my heart will be completely opened for you.One thing:Don't wait for me yups?Till here we will meet again.Chiao' Love is like a piece of art work,even the smallest bit can be so beautiful.
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