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Monday, May 22, 2006, 11:20 AM
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Today,one whole day I was doing DNT due to my other friends doing the MT Intensive.I think that this year,they are more luckier than our previous batch.I see that they do not have that too much pressure like us did.Our lesson would always end late like 3+,but they ended 1.10.So lucky of them.Though they are lucky than us,I have done my MT already.Hehe.During DNT,we share the Design Studio with the Sec 1s.Oh gosh,They are absurd.Very,very noisy.What to do,still Sec 1s.Cannot blame them.Ok.nuff' of my complaining.It is our choice to share the room coz'it is air-conditioned.Hate it when need to use the other room.The heat is unbearable and I always ended up falling asleep.Haha. Erm.abt him,I still don't know what decision I need to make.I know that he is sincere about me.He is a nice guy though I have tried to open my heart for another r/s,I'm still not wanting to find a partner right now.In this very crucial year for me.Its not that I can't manage my time,I'm afraid I can't spent time with him and I don't want to make him feel that I do not treasure him.I know that he regret at that incident.But at that time,I find him that he is not serious in me.I have said to him not to wait for me or he will regret but he said no matter what he will.I feel really guilty.What if I'll not accept him?What if I can't love him?It will be unfair for him.My decision,still 50/50.I do not know what to do.I do not want to be raucous towards him.Oh god.This is driving me insane.Whatever it is,I hope I will make the right choice for him and also myself.Ok.Nuff said abt him . Next week,hope to go shopping.Release my tension and stress.Hehe.So long never go shop.I think its last two weeks.Wanna buy new top and jeans. Erm,if have enuff' $$,think wanna buy another shoes.Ok2..enuff of that.I think till here will update again.Take carez.....Chiaoz' Love is strong yet delicate. It can be broken. To truly love is to understand this. To be in love is to respect this. |