Today at my friend's house near Gey Poh.Doing my Dnt research again.Haix.Can go crazy doing it.The deadline to finish up my all the research needed till design specification is on Wednesday.I'm left with the design specs only,but i think I still need to add more of images and existing products.I'm going to make a test tubes holder.Hehe.I just find its not enough even though Mr Ong approved of it.Last Thursday,he checked my class folio including me of course.Based on the folio,he's going to give the CA marks.I got A- .Haix.I did not get the + coz' I didn't do the design specs.Haha.Hack care lah..So now,I'm editing my folio.
I get to know that he had found his love partner.Don't get me wrong.I've long forgotten about him but want to wish him that happiness will be by his side.Whatever it is,his memories is still in mind.Only memories ok??hehe.....Erm..i get these poem from a site..Its quite long so if you think its wasting ur time,don't read..Somehow,certain stanza is about me...
When I see you two together, something comes over me. something new, mean and out of control. its scary how many things one person can make me feel. I hope your happy, I really do. but me, I deserve, to be happy too. as much as you hurt me, I still cant live, breathe, eat or sleep without you. I hope she makes you happy. maybe when she meets the real true you, she'll understand why I was afraid of you, why I did everything you commanded. I hated you, I still do, is it possible to hate, yet love you too? plenty of fish in the sea. thats correct. but each fish reminds me of you, and you of me. love its way over rated. you said you loved me, I thought of it as true. I took it to heart, mind, body and spirit. I invited you in, to a world all my own. I let down my shield, you made yourself at home. if you'd never entered, would it be so hard to leave? im holding on to a memory. fast fading to the depths of my soul. a memory unerasable, that my heart needs to let go. I loved you, oh god, I really did. but thank you for showing me how to love again. when our lives are complete, are stories are told, then our hearts and souls, will let us know, if our young love was everlasting. im holding on, because first loves never die. im holding on to the memories, but letting go of you now. so I can continue, on this great journey called "life".