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Sometimes,everything taht I wrote in my blog is something taht I could reveal whats in the bottom of my heart.How I wish it could talk to me back.Times really past really fast.I just wish i could go back to the past and enjoy all the enchanted memories that I could possibly do.Its too late for me.There's no turning back for me even how I plead or wish for.Thinking about what I've went through,its truly undescribable.I'm not being downhearted orto feel melancholy,its just that I'm regretting what I've done now.Haix.Maybe your too elusive and always running away from me.I'm too enamoured by you.I can't answer that to myself though.Maybe i should aloof by you but I can't possibly do that or you want me to?I don't know.I can't think right now.I always reverie all the things that we've done.Or there's no affinity between us?

If we're really not meant to be together,I will try my best to get rid of you out of my mind.It really takes time.I never though that I could be undying love for you.Maybe you're not taking it seriously or i'm not sure but you can't read my heart.I can't force you to do anything.I can't expect you to do anything.Hence you want to believe what I said,its up to you.I'm not pushing you.If earlier on I may not accept you,its not taht I'm notready,I'm just trying to get closer to you and know you much better.REally,really much closer but you don't give me that chance.I may have denied my feelings for you but not now anymore.You kept lingering in my mind.

Should I follow my heart?I think its time i should live on my own.Indeed `You're near in my heart but you're far indeed`.I should let fate takes its own path but can't I cherish whom I really want to be with?How I wish you're beside me.Loving me all you could.Feeling the warmth hug which so long I could not sense.I'm still immutable.I would'nt change so you must not.even for a day I could not hear your voice,i feel as if my life its not worth living.Why do I really love you so much?Why can't I leave you alone?How I wish you could read this.i know its not possible to get back the love from you which I know its already vanishing in the thin air.For the momentarily that fro once you've love me before,I truly appreciate it.even for once you have loved me before,I'm truly happy.Till now,my feelings for you are true.I don't know till when it will disappear.

Will you ever to love me back?Can I gain your love back?Can we be together?I know its my wishful thinking.For all this years,I've tried to hold back back my tears,but to no avail,the tears which are dried came rolling down my cheeks.I'm feeling really weak all over.I can't stop it anymore.I can't comtrol myself.I need you.Just you.......I remembered the first time we've known each other and till now,i remember all the sweet words you told.Its still fresh in my mind.Would you ever to called me love again?Would you ever to call me dear again?Never would you be.....

I'll be waiting for you.....Not sure till when..Love...Liyana