Sometimes love is a tortured which some of you need to face.Even though love is a beautiful thing, sometimes it can turned to something nasty.I simply can't understand why we need to face all this stuff by ourselves.I think I need to love myself more than to others.I am fortunate that I have friends that I can rely on and talk to them when I faced such difficulties.I know this thing kept bothering me but I can't get rid off my mind.Everytime I would think about it.
Yes,its true my close friends had asked me to try to forget about it,but it really,really takes time.A long,long time which I don't know when.In any cause.I am very tired.Very tired of myself of carrying all this problems which makes me feel hurts and torture to myself and my shattered heart.I can't recall when it started as it started all of a sudden.Frienship last longer than relationship??Is that true?I don't know.
I am such a failure which cannot carry all this problems and I am trying to forget about it!I just wanted to feel happy,really.really happy.I don't want to pretend to be free of problems.I hate doing all this thing.I feel it is not worth it.Not worth being in this way.Moreover,I have to start to feel cheerful again and lucky that I have many peeps around me who can't stop makes me laugh and happy.Thanks to you all..Love ya...End with a quote----


Love, like a river, will cut a new path
whenever it meets an obstacle.
-Crystal Middlemas -


--18 days to 16 yrs old!--